WHO AM I?
I will never fit in. That´s one of my best qualities. Nobody will ever influence the world by trying to be like it. Normality is a paved road to me, it´s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow. No risk, no story. I don’t adapt to the energy in the room, I influence the energy in the room. I´m addicted to adventures.
When I was younger, I felt so disconnected from all the other children. I was like an alien on the wrong planet. There was always something inside of me that made me feel different from others.
I have a lot of knowledge in psychology and an incredibly special intuition to empathize with people. With these skills, I´m coaching people and helping them free themselves from bad mental health.
I´m interested in things like quantum physics, spirituality, and astrology.
I started my career in the fashion industry. Thus, I became quite successful as a designer. So, I built up my own brand SIOK and had my fashion shows at Berlin fashion week. During this time, my fashion was very dark. I liked dealing with the dark side of my personality. I alternate between life and death, happiness, and sadness, good and evil. My fashion shows were about what´s buried in people’s psyches.
In the creative scene, most people only care about themselves and their own success. They don’t notice that they’re constantly doing nothing that contributes to the community and the rest of the world. It is important to be creative and always to want to contribute something to the world; not to just strive for your well-being and fame.
Before COVID-19, I was developing collections in Asia for brands like Zara, Mango, Zalando, etc. I was blessed because my life was full of creativity and adventures, but I was missing something deeper.
Today I feel so connected to the world, nature, and the energy of people, that now I have a lot of understanding for everything. Don’t dream it, be it.
All I ever want is more!
By replacing fear of the unknown with curiosity, we open ourselves up to an infinite stream of possibilities.
We can let fear rule our lives, or we can become childlike with curiosity, pushing our boundaries, leaping out of our comfort zones, and accepting what life puts before us.
I like to smile at people who don’t like me. Furthermore, I like the 3 am version of people. Vulnerable. Honest. Real.
I´m emotional and sensitive: 50% child, 50% old soul, and a free spirit in general.
Besides, I´m a fighter since I started kickboxing at the age of 12. There is a saying that if you want to change the world you need to start with yourself, and I live by this.
Kindness is magic. I love treating people with this magic, in order to bring them to the next level.
I was raised very spiritually, and I make decisions always with my heart – I have a glow-in-the-dark heart.
Art is a way of survival for me. I do it my way – by inspiring people.
I always try to shine. Thus, I like living in alternate realities. I do not have time for things that have no soul.
Besides, I don’t know whether I´m cursed or deeply blessed to live in a different world, a planet of my inner peace. Like Tetris, I think that when you fit in, you will disappear. If you hide from all the storms, how will you grow?
Of course, I´m a loyal friend. but independence and freedom are important to me too.
Moreover, I have a humanitarian soul, wanting to help every living being that I can. I want to bring positive change to the world. Thereby, I can easily navigate through any group of people. Never, I judge since I see no point in being judgmental and I wish for a world that doesn’t judge me too.
I feel and see through the eyes of an 8-year-old child. Some would say this makes me naïve but I´m always able to see the good in people and be free from prejudice.
I’m full of passion, and I´ll keep you wild. They say I´m the crazy girl, which is easy to say for those who never take a risk.
Trust me, I believe in miracles. I got that fire in my soul and it keeps me alive. The art of being you.
Perfection is so overrated. I like to spend time in my head. I think everything you can imagine is real.
Sometimes I live in a bubble. In the past, I got lost on my journey, but everything that breaks you down can also build your character. The foundation of my life is the journey itself.
I have a wide variety of experiences and like to play various roles. My ultimate destination is to influence society.
I´m seductive and mysterious. Others always feel something special in me and believe that I´m able to help them.
Seek for something deeper. I´m the most curious girl and look upon life as a combination of Disneyland, the Hayden Planetarium, and the Bronx Zoo.
I love out-of-the-way things that make other people turn their heads, trip when they´re walking slowly, and wonder if they might be going mad for a moment.
The more bizarre the incidents in my life are, the better.
One of my favorite things is to stay up all night analyzing and speculating until the morning. I’m definitely an unforgettable character that scares certain people but delights others.
I AM A V-GUIDE, BECAUSE…
I want to scratch the surface. But I like to discover deepness in people’s minds and see the souls behind the faces.
My personality is enigmatic and captivating. I will get you thinking and talking about things that you have never paid attention to.
Open-minded people do not care to be right; they care to understand. There is never a right or wrong answer. Everything is about understanding.
I don’t like small talk. And, I want to talk about atoms, death, aliens, sex, magic, intellect, the meaning of life, far away galaxies, the lies you´ve told, your flaws, your favorite scents, your childhood, what keeps you up at night, your insecurities and fears. I like people with depth, who speak about emotions with a twisted mind.
I´m about what goes through people´s minds, the stuff that people don’t want to admit or face up to.
I dream of a time to unite and come together to share visions and dreams instead of sharing fears. I look for tomorrow on the horizon and ask it for just a little bit longer, to take us closer to a life defined by love.
I like to redefine sex appeal, dancing through the night at festivals all over the world, only wearing my boots!
The real luxury is freedom. Confidence is key. If you don’t believe in yourself, then nobody will. My art is my heart. Better an ‘oops’ than a ‘what if’.
I think everything in life is art: what you do, how you dress, the way you love someone and how you talk, your smile and your personality, what you believe in and all your dreams, how your writing looks, and the way you feel. Life is art.
MY PERSONAL STYLE
Psychology says people who love the color black have the most colorful minds, and I think that fits me quite well. I like subtle glamour and authentic styling in a sporty way.
MY DREAM PLACES
I´m attracted to the ocean. For that reason, I love all places that let me be near the sea. I´m fascinated by new and exotic places like Asia.
I believe in kindness as it makes humans look so beautiful. A lot of people become unattractive once you find out how they think. I´m a vandal fighting for a world of love. People need more love than they show.
You can’t complete me, because I feel most complete when we are all winning together.
Baring the soul is what makes people attractive.
I trust what I feel and not what I hear. Intuition is my strongest compass in this journey called life.
A head full of fears has no space for dreams.
There are no mistakes in life, only lessons. There is no such thing as a negative experience, only opportunities to grow, learn, and advance along the road of self-mastery. From struggle comes strength. Even pain can be a wonderful teacher.
I´ve never been able to understand the seriousness of it all, the seriousness of pride. People talk, act, live as if they´re never going to die. And what do they leave behind? Nothing. Nothing but a mask.
MY LOVE & PASSION
I love the exploration of the soul. There is no healthier drug than creativity, it’s one of my greatest passions. I wish society thought meditation, astral projecting, connecting to different frequencies of life, going within, and intimately interacting with reality, was cool.
Life is the craziest adventure ever. An unpopular opinion is that we are all just energy in motion; a part of this giant expression of light and matter in this infinite space and our purpose is our profound realization that we are conscious pieces of the puzzle that makes up our reality. Imagine if we all worked together towards exploring space and galaxies while designing and fine-tuning the algorithm of our homeland so we all have enough.
Besides, imagine how much more we would advance if we worked together. Imagine if we all vibrated positively. It saddens me that sometimes it seems all our generation wants to do is get fucked up, fake our emotions, and project our insecurities onto each other. Why is hate cool? We are the in-between stage of the path of a singular consciousness, I hope the process leads us towards the light soon.
- Height – 174 cm / 5″8
- Bust – 86 cm / 34
- Waist – 62 cm / 24
- Hips – 92 cm / 36
- Size – 34/36
- Jeans – 27/34
- Shoes – 37
- Eyes – blue
- Hair – blonde
- Cup – 75 C